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Sleep Paralysis.In my dreams, my hopeless dreams.
My brain's awaken, my body sleeping.
Though I feel my body aching,
the lights are flicking, sanity breaking.
In the corner, a hateful ghoul.
In my bed a restless cool.
Dreading nightmares my head creates,
though my brain is still awake.
There is no fending life,
for there is no life at stake.
Sanity broken, heart awake.
There's no escaping sleepless fate.
There is no sleeping in tonight,
for I already am, asleep tonight.
Give me a distraction.I've lived in pain.
Agony and misery.
I don't feel a gain,
no victory or fame.
I've lived here for years,
addiction without suffering.
While I sit here,
I'm drowning in rain.
Living in rain,
soaking in rainwater.
Give me a chance,
a chance to redeem myself.
I'm not here for fame,
fortune or graditude.
I'm just here in search anything.
five hour energyi suppose
last week was only an aftershock
of the earthquake you were before.
this place used to vibrate
with metal strings and melodic,
testimonies to life,
emitting coffee-scented moods
and the burn of it too.
i had memorized the
sounds of silence,
i couldn't help but relish it.
no longer had i known
the sounds of folk
and scent of mocha-
you became nothing more
than an echo of the laughter
i so desperately needed to hear again.
then the echoes got louder,
bouncing ferociously off the walls
to be made manifest
i walked into your room
expecting exactly what i found-
an unmade bed,
and an empty beer
(the one that you insisted you needed
just days ago).
i pressed my nose
into the pillow
for incense and cologne and starbucks
to penetrate my mind
and thinking fervently
i already know
what a clean sheet smells like."
how strong an aftershock can be,
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